Someone please tell me I’m not the only one that reads through old conversations with people I am are no longer close to or even talking to anymore and then pretend like I’m back in that moment so everything seems okay with that person again even just a moment before I remember it isn’t.
I am sorry for what I did. I was wrong and I was being selfish, giving priority to other things. Please don’t be sad, I want you to be happy, that is all I ever want in my life. I already miss you and I regret deeply for what I did, you can hate me, I know I was wrong. If I could I will build a time-machine just to go back and fix everything. I am a dumbass.
I always loved you and I will always love you. I hate myself right now for being an idiot. :(
Completely ignoring and excluding someone from your life is just too much just because things didn’t work well. Specially when deep inside you want them to work.
I know I wasn’t the best, at least I wanted to be the best for you. You always meant everything to me and you will still be special inside my heart.
If you are reading this, I want you to remember all the good things we have been doing together. All the happy moments we had. I’ve been changing for you even though I already accepted you for what you were. I was willing to change what I was for you.
Love… Love is a funny word, it can be misused in a lot of ways. But to me it wasn’t misused, what I felt for you was truly love. I told you all the deepest secrets I have that I don’t dare telling anyone.